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Sometimes it is important for a Plugin to keep private state/data. This can be done using the lexical scope of the constructor function described in Depending on Plugins!
To demonstrate this, let's build a quick secret message plugin that gates a string behind a password. This plugin will use a constructor function that takes in a message and a password, exposing a getMessage method that will return the message if the correct password is passed in and changePassword/changeMessage methods that allow updating the password/message.